Tears roll down ever so slowly... as the memories tumble... The moments of happiness at one point bring tears and nothing but tears now. Those moments are long gone and the emotions attached with them are long forgotten by Him. But for me somehow there is still a flame of Hope.... ignited somewhere within me.
And as the days go by… the gentle breeze of the memories seems to lower the flame and leaving ashes of The desire which still remains as strong as it was ever before. Every passing day… I Hope that by the end of the day it is going to return to as it was before but another night of hopeless dreams go wasted and leaving me with a heart aching to be Loved once again...to be wanted once again. Leaving me Numb. The feeling I have been left with for quite some time now.
As I lay in bed…blaming the world for being so heartless, for not Fulfilling those dreams which are broken as soon as eyes are fluttered open with a moment of happiness as the realization hits that even behind those darned eyelids lies a world where dreams do get fulfilled, and a burning sensation in the pit of my heart that its time to move on, I realize that the memories which I possess are priceless and being lucky enough to have those memories instilled within me for the rest of my life is good enough and that there are many people out there who are not even lucky enough to possess these memories which are so beautiful that even the picture of the memories engraved in your heart and mind makes your Life worthwhile enough to live again. And the courage to move on...to see an entire different world. To Breathe once again… To feel the heartbeats and the warmth of your blood gushing through your veins....while the memories stay with you...which burns away persistently within your heart and arises again... A Flame of Hope for you to start another life. A life on the basis of the memories you possess and the strength to Learn from them... to forgive the world..
To forgive yourself.
